--True Hurt--

[awara.jogan]

You ask me to quit calling,
you speak in words of hate.
You say you never loved me,
that all those words were fake.

I never really hurt you,
at times I thought it fair.
But you put me down and ridicule
and never seem to care.

I thought that you were different,
that you'd never hurt me.
But now I know the real you,
now it's the truth I see.

Your intentions were clear all along,
you didn't hide them well.
I soon found that all you wanted
was to kick me when I fell.

But I am smarter now,
for support I have my friends.
I know for sure next time,
this won't be how it ends