now life must go on.............

[cuterimza]

talking by myself, sitting on my bed
I feel so alive, yet so dead.
Watching people go, seeing life move on..
I wonder what ur doing right now

Be my "friend" that's what you are,
So I claimed that’s who we are
But are we "friends" ? Where do we stand?
Please tell me now, before i go..

"Forget me not".. I always pray
"I'll always be there" so often ppl claimed,
they seem so clam as they utter these words
That breaks my heart in two.

You belong to another, my heart flows with happiness,
I wish you joy.. may your lives together be one filled with love.
I smile for u my love, i congratulate the lady who so proudly stands by u..
Isn't she so lucky...

Life goes on , and so must i..
Knowing you'll never be a part of my life..
makes me feel as if I ha committed a crime
I move on carrying this weight upon my heart
The longing to hold u & love u forever more..

Well farewell my love..
For i must go.. Cause the pain just wont go away
Only leaving u with the thought that..
Someone out there loves u more than her life its self.

Now I take your leave for life imprisonment
Today, I am a criminal, committed a crime of loving
A stranger, I really deserve a harsh punishment.
Daily I will give my wounds a new scratch
I don’t want them to heal, will never apply any ointment
For if they heal, I will forget the pain
Which will make another “someoneâ€ÂÂ￾ suffer again
For I remember how many times my love made u ashamed