My story is kind of complicated but I think its lovely.
I was there, as usual, chatting in a room I used to get in daily without having any idea that this room is going to change my life once and forever.
Ahmed's cyberlove Tina
I use a nickname which attracts her attention and that nickname was the last thing I thought could do this to me
She asked me about my interest which is cars and she too has kind of the same interest. From the first "hi" she typed, I felt
that this conversation was going to be more than a normal conversation. She is far from me as she lives in the U.S.A. I live
in Egypt.
Yes, WOW. Faraway, but love has no idea about far or near. Love is just love. Love has no idea about Egyptian or American, Muslim or Christian, Arab or Europe or even Alaska.
I tried to run away. I kept a horrible thing to myself. I got my self engaged to an official fiance (bad me). I tried to forget my Internet love, I really fought hard. I tried to do everything to forget her but I failed and this was the sweetest thing I failed in
Do you know how much I loved to fail in this? A LOT, REALLY A LOT. I DIDN'T CHEAT on my ex-fiance, I told her everything. She tried to keep me but I apologised as politely as I could. I know I was bad in this, but I knew that this was going to be hard and would bring hurt for me and her so... better now than later. I went back running looking for her on the Internet and oh my gawd there she was. She forgave me and she asked alot - alot
Why? I told her why. I told her what really happened. I told her that her eyes were there every where with me, every time I saw my ex-fiance's face, I saw her.Shortcut to this story : we are together now and we are so in love. We do care about each other. I caught a flu and that day she emailed me telling me what to drink, what to do, even how many hours I had to sleep
. I'm a lawyer, she is a princess - a real princess and a real angel from the heavens to me. That is what I think and that is what I'm sure, so forgive me if there is anyone that doesn't agree:)She is my life, she is making my life. You can't imagine how much I love this lady. In fact, I'm melted in her, I'm breathing her, she is in my mind, in my eyes, in my blood. When we have any problem between us, life stops for me. The clock stops ticking, I hear my heart pound loud and I feel COLD. Now I'm preparing to end all my work here. I'm trying to travel to her. I just want to hold her hand if this is going to be the last thing I will do in this life ever. I hope I can succeed or I will bring her here. This is my side of the story until now.
Wish me luck and pray for us everyone. Believe me, we will pray for every lover couple to be always as they wish
"Ahmed"
