You were my everything,

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You were my everything

You were my everything,
My hearts only desire,
I knew you loved me too,
So my heart had nothing left to desire.

Everything was fine,
Just perfect the way it was,
Our love was very strong,
Till one day I made a mistake and fell out of love.

I don't know how to say this,
It is so hard to explain,
The memories of the one I loved first,
Started to pour in.

That one did not love me back,
I was hurting within,
I don't understand how I could still love him.

My heart began to ache,
I wished for only you,
Now my mind is changing,
What should I do?

My body grows weak, from all the confusion.
I hate the direction I'm going,
There doesn't seem to be anything I can do.

I feel the pain either way,
Because I don't have the love from the first one,
The love I have for the other isn't true,
I am left to be tortured,
What is there left to do?